Mystery of life

2010-12-21T01:00:00.000-08:00

Ellox All!!! once again i havent been updating my blog due to school and all the projects so SOWIE!! ="{ Well..My sis has been pestering me to revive this blog of mine n i'm going to try n do exactly that.Theres been a few things going on in my life and a few of them are really just getting on my nerves and well the rest are just basically AWESOME.Ill start off with the bad stuff and end off with the good stuff because..my motto is always to look on the bright side of life right!!. =}

First lets go back from today to the past and understand where the problem actually started.It started because of me and i've tried to make up for it but it didn't work.I'm just gonna b honest and say everything out here cos i've done mistakes too n im not happy about it.

HUGH- hugh and i are officially over.Well simply put i broke up with him due to school and i wasn't happy with him.This is what happen. I hardly had any time for myself during that period of time so naturally i could not even come online to be with him and it was clearly affecting him.I was really busy with all the projects i was doing and usually came home late,by the time i reached home i would already be tired.He would be waiting to talk to me and half the time my mind would be on things i needed to complete and i would get mad him for complaining that i was not around much.He knew i had school and i was busy with it but he did not know about the projects and stuff.After that a few days later i received a message from him and that was when i told him about the projects.I felt really bad because he would wait up all night to talk to me n when i came home i would b busy and he would fall asleep by the computer talking to me.We were together for three years.During that three years he had well asked me to do things like not talking to certain people and even more he would not like it when i went out with my close fwens whom are guys.Ive told him that i don't like being controlled but he would say yes and after a fews days go back do doing the same thing.I was not very happy with him and my love for him started to deplete. I thought the love would come back but unfortunately it did not.With the pressure from school and my projects and with everything that was happening i broke up with him.I thought it was best for him if he found someone else to be with.Someone who could actually be by his side.It was my fault cos i'm the one who broke up with him n lost my love for him.After that he tried to win my heart back but unfortunately i was too busy in school to actually care about my feelings.There was just too many things going on,research,putting the project together and submitting.I felt really guilty for all of it but i just pushed it aside and continue with my work.After a month when everything in school was over i saw Hugh online and i wanted to clear things up with him.I talked to him and found out that he was attached.I felt angry with him for making me so guilty with all the messages and everything he sent me but at the same time i was happy i was right.There was someone else to take care of him.I was still angry but after a few days it went away.After that i tried to be his fwen but things did not work out because he was still not over it so I told him that we should do what he said last time and that was to stop talking.My intention was to stop talking to him for a few years but instead he said he did not even want to be fwens anymore.I was really mad at him and i hated him right then and there because he had promised to stay my best fwen but i did not say anything more and i left.I had totally forgotten about everything after a day.My life was fine with out him so i did not notice his disappearance. Everything was over.On 17 December i was clearing my email cos there was just too many of them.It was then i notice that i had gotten an email from him stating that i had said something to his gf and he was scolding me for it.I was totally perplexed.I never talk to her unless she talks to me and i had nothing against her so y would i even have anything to say to her??.So i replied his message telling him not to accuse me for everything because i had not said anything to anybody.It was later that i got an email saying i got message from his gf.She was scolding me all kinds of bad words and asked me to stay away from Hugh and that he was hers.The thing is i dont care who he belongs to.I just wanted to clear my name and in the process find out if anyone else was in my account because some of my fwens accounts were hacked.thats was all.She kept calling me bitch and stuff and so did Hugh.I had enuf of their nonsense so i told her if he had the guts ask him to call me.I gave her my number but she could not get through because i think its due to her line but she said i gave her a fake number and continued scolding me.I was not in the mood to entertain her and i was extremely upset with hugh because he was not the guy i knew.they kept saying that i was the one going after him but i have something to say to them.

''girl IM NOT THE ONE GOING AFTER YOUR BOYFRIEND AND I WAS NOT THE ONE WHO SAID IM NOT OVER IT BECAUSE I GOT OVER IT A LONG TIME AGO!!! ON THE VERY DAY I SAID I LOVE YOU TO MY GUY!!!! I DON'T CARE IF YOU FUCKED HIM OR THAT YOU BURNT ALL THE STUFF I GAVE HIM BECAUSE I WAS THE ONE WHO TOLD HIM TO THROW IT AWAY!!IT DON'T MATTER TO ME!!!THE ONLY REASON WHY I REPLIED TO THAT EMAIL WAS TO FIND OUT WHAT APPARENTLY MY SO CALLED "EVIL SIDE" SAID TO YOU!!!! WHICH I NOW THINK THAT EITHER YOU MADE IT UP!!! BECAUSE YOU COULD NOT EVEN TELL ME IT WHEN I ASKED YOU OR MAYBE SOMEONE ELSE REALLY USED MY ACCOUNT!!!!

TO hugh DON'T THINK SO HIGHLY OF YOURSELF HUGH BECAUSE YOU AIN'T PERFECT.I THOUGHT YOU WERE BUT I WAS HELL WRONG.YOU ALWAYS TOLD ME I WOULD REGRET LOOSING YOU BUT YOU KNOW WHAT ITS THE EXACT OPPOSITE I'M EXTREMELY ECSTATIC THAT IM NOT YOURS AT ALL!!I DON'T NEED YOU AND I NEVER WILL ANYMORE!!!!!! LASTLY I HATE YOU SO DON'T EVEN KID YOURSELF FOR A MINUTE THAT I'M NOT OVER YOU COS I SO AM!!! GOODBYE & GOOD RIDDANCE!!!! ''

I will continue the good stuff in the next post cos i want it to be on top!!hehehexx!! Sowie for all that it the anger boiling inside of me. =}

2010-01-01T01:25:00.001-08:00

I was talking to Hugh today through msn.I was really happy to see him and to just get to talk to him.Everything was gd and we continued talking.We came to the topic about him coming here. He said he was coming here and he had to talk to manufacturers here and stuff.I dnt know why but i didnt feel as happy as before.I tried to cheer myself up but i really couldnt.He noticed and he asked but i couldnt explain cause i didnt kno either so i just denied it and then the topic changed.Everything was normal for awhile.Suddenly i asked him how was he going to study if he was working here and in Hong Kong and he said something that hurt me and i started crying.I stopped talking cos i didnt want him to hear me crying.He asked me if he should go to Hong kong instead and i just said yes u should.It became really silent after thaat.After a few minutes my mom came in and i couldnt talk to him anymore i had to go out of my room so i logged off but i still felt like seeing him even though i was upset so i logged back in and left my com like that.My heart was in a mess of its own.I just talked to my mom in the living room about the countdown to just push all of it out cos i didnt want to think about it yet.I took a shower after that and came back to my com.I chatted with Hugh cos he was still there, to wish him gd night and to sleep tight.After i told him the last thought on my mind that maybe he should go to Hong Kong instead of coming here, he asked me if that was wat i really wanted now.I wanted him to come here but at the same time i didnt want him to come.So i just told him the truth that after wat he said i dnt feel like he should come here.He said he will return the tickets and byby.I felt angry and upset but i didnt say anythin.He logged off before i could though so my dream is just a dream.HE IS NOT COMING AND THE REASON IS UP THERE SO PEOPLE IVE TOLD THAT HE WILL BE COMING IM SORRY I LIED TO U.tats all i hav to say ...

2009-12-26T20:05:00.001-08:00

16 Dec

I had plans to go eat pizza and watch movie today but then i realised i had dance today as well.It ends at 5.I was kinda upset cos i wanted to eat pizza and the smart choice offer ends at 5 but since i had been going on about pizza a week ago i wanted to just get on with it.My cravings need to be satisfied hahaxx.So i and ragu decided to meet up at 5 once my dance ends.Ragu said he will buy the tickets first then meet up with me.So the plan was set.My dance starts at 12 but when i woke up, Hugh was on so i started talking to him and we were playing.I knew the time was going by n it was already one but i really didnt even feel like going for the dance prac at all.I just wanted to stay with him but eventually i got my butt off my chair and left at one thirty.I reached dance at about 2.30 and i realised they werent even doing much.People were leaving at 3 so i decided to leave at four cos i can still hav my smart choice at pizza hut hahahxx.Since they werent doing anything much i could leave at 4.I met Ragu at Pizza hut and he had already bought the tickets to the movie The Avatar!!! hahahaxx and you know whats the best part ???? its in 3D babes!!!!! hahahahxx i was so excited to watch it already.We got a table at pizza hut and i honestly hated the location cos diagonally across us there was this indian group of Anjax sitting there and staring!!.I felt so uncomfortable that i was scolding alot of bad words sia. hahahaxx habit already lolxx.After we made our order the group of Anjax left and i was so relieve but then i guess its short lived happiness cos they came back and sat down again!! bloody fools!! hahahahaxx.I could feel them staring sia.Wtf la.Then after a while of talking with Ragu about these bloody people we got our coke and tomato soup.I really couldnt drink the tomato soup cos i really really dnt like it!! so i left it alone and sipped my coke.Then about 10 mins later the Anjax group left and the pizza came!!! I felt so relieved that i could eat my pizza in peace hahahahxx.After eating and drinking my glass of coke i felt so freaking full and ragu was blowing on his straw making it go around his cup but i couldnt do it.I didnt giv up hope though i practiced n i did it hahahahxx.Big achievement to me!!hahaxx.After that we walked around and we went to the arcade and played metal slug for awhile then we waited for movie time to come hahahaxx.I was already so excited to watch it in 3d hahahxx.We bought pop corn combo n we got free skittles which i ended up not eating.When we went in they gave us these 3D specs!!! its so cool~ it looks like shades with colour hahahaxx.I took a picture wearing it n i looked funny hahahaxx.Then for awhile later the movie started.The effects were amazing!! it felt like i could reach out n touch the trees!!.The movie is really very touching and very well taken!!.I would recomend people to watch it!! awesome movie!!! I had to take off my hairband to put on the 3d glasses and i left it there when i left the cinema.I was so lucky i remembered and i went back in to get it hahahxx.N thats all for this day.

Me in 3D specs!!

24 Dec

Today i was suppose to slack with Maii at amk but my sis called me and asked me to follow her and get the Christmas pressie she wanted to giv me.So i said ok and i told Maii.Maii said Sya is coming and i said ok then all of a sudden Hash said Majinders is also coming and i was like ok...cos we are all girls so i was thinking it will be weird.We were suppose to meet at 11 but then that was the time i woke up!! I'm sorry i made you wake up so early Maii!! hahaxx.I went on and talked to Hugh for abit.I was so lucky he was there.It feels weird when i dnt get to talk to him.After telling him everything i left my house.I reached there about 2 and we all went up to last cabin.I thought Maii and Sya were already there cos she was ont he one who gave the idea.The train came right when they arrived so we took the train and we went to Orchard.It was so crowded cos of Christmas!! We went to the shaw building to this personalised gift cart.We all started reading the badges and we were all gigling cos of some funny ones.After that we made mine and I had to pick the colour and everything when she was giving me the present!!! haish...After that we went to the counter and there was this caucasion lady cueing up behind us.Hash and i were talking with Majinder on y he was walking so far behind as if we had like a disease or something and he was answering when the caucasion lady started talking loudly at the counter.She clearly wasnt happy...she said this,..''Theres a Christmas rush going on and you don't have one single person in this big place to come and open the other counter?'' I felt so poor thing for the girl.She was onli there to wrap presents and it was obvious she wasnt incharge of the counter.I wanted to tell the caucasion women to just chill but then someone came and opened up the second counter so she calmed down.I was like Woah this women really need iced lemonade sia hahahahxx!!After paying we went to collect our badge and went back to the mrt station cos we had to get Majinders present at City Hall.The train station was really freaking crowded as if there were shops there for people to buy stuff from hahahahxx.The train come and and we all boarded it but Majinder was lagging behind not wanting to come in!!!!! stupid guy!! He was scared the door will squish him cos it was already closing.We were all in the train and he was outside.We said meet us at city hall and he said next station.We didnt hear it clearly so we went all the way to city hall and waited for him but he didnt show and we started panicing.He is from malaysia so he doesnt kno sg well.I and Hash decided to go to somerset cos i told her i heard him say next station.We went there and we couldnt find him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.we started freaking out and i changed my line to my prepaid card just to call him cos he was using malaysia line.We couldnt get through to him!!Then i told Hash maybe he went to Dhoby Ghaut cos it was the next station.so we decided to take the train there then suddenly we heard a voice behind and we saw him.we were totally shocked but relieved to see him.Then we had to get off the train and go back to city hall all cos of him! when we got there all of us were laughing at him and playfully scolding him for wanting to walk away from us.After that stupid moment we went and got his ferrari perfume.In the end i had to pick that too cos he he didnt want to smell it!!.deng deng sial!!Once we were done with all that we decided to eat at kfc and that was at marina.So we walked there but then Hash had to go already so we said bye to her and we sat there talking and eating.After eating the three us went to esplanade to take pictures!! after that we walked to the merlion and took more pictures there hahahahxx.Sya had to go off at Six so i and Maii went back to amk and bought CHOCOLATE OREO ICE BLENDED WITHOUT PEARL!! hahahahxx miss the drink so much!!!.We sat at the playground and talked and drank our drink.Once we finished the drink we threw it away and walked to our fitness corner hahaxx!We sat down and talked for abit then after that i bused home!!!.

Ferrari perfume!! i thinks its blue,red,black,shiny black

2009-12-16T21:03:00.000-08:00

8 Dec

Today is my First year Anniversary with Hugh.We have been together for two years but there were break ups and patches along the way so i told him not to count all of them.So with out counting all of them its 1 year now.It still feels like the first day i met him though.I spent time with him today.It was nice to be just able to talk with him and play with him.Seems like nothing has happen sinced we started being together but infact alot of things have happened..I had alot of fun talking with him today.We were sharing our thoughts about the year and stuff.I felt really happy to be there at that moment.It felt like a dream but its true that we are together and thats not going to change.I really am hoping that from now on our relationship will be smooth sailing without any problems.I love u Hugh!! Today was my Tbp test n i think will pass it and i really hope i do!!

9 Dec

Today i embarassed myself again.I woke up early in the morning today thinking i had my esfac test and went to school half an hour early.I sat at the classroom and studied while waiting for the classroom to open.I didnt c any of my classmates but i saw the ppl around me were studying business modules.I was wondering where all the esfac ppl were.I thought i was at the wrong class so i called all my friends to ask them where they were and there was no reply.I started freaking out cos it was already 9.30 and i was late for the test.I decided to go the libary and check.Guess wat? my test was actually tmr and not today.I had mistaken the dates cos they wrote it consecutively.My friend called and told me that today there was no test.Ahhhhhh!!! so paiseh!!!! I came back home and i felt so stupid, i started laughing at myself.Hugh was online and i told him after that we spent the day together.I feel like being with him 24/7.He always makes me so happy, sometimes i wonder how he does it.I felt a little upset when he had to go eventhough i know he needed sleep.I really am very attached to him i guess.

10 Dec

Today is my final exam!!!!! and there is a test today i didnt get it wrong.I went to sch and did the test.It was ok and there was alot of calculations.I felt that i did ok and that i would pass so hopefully i really do pass.I dont want to fail.I was so happy when i was coming back home.It felt like i finally get to rest and relax.Time for my vacation baby!! hahaxx.Cant wait to see all my besties again.I hope i can see them since they will be having vacation too!!I want my chocolate oreo ice blended!! Miss it babes!! hahahaxx.When i reached home i turned on the com immediately cos I knew Hugh would be there!!! N he was!!! hahahahxx talked to him for hours i think until he finally had to go.That was saddening but i could wait up for him now since i had vacation and all.Really cant wait to be with him every single day!!.I made plans with Ragu and Hash to go see New moon.In the end i didnt cos my slight fever had gone up and i could really feel it.I took some med and i fell asleep.Hash called me but i couldnt wake up and my didnt want to let me go too.She wanted me to stay home and rest.I onli woke up at like 8 plus in the evening.I took a shower and ate checked up on my com to see if i had gotten any messages from Hugh eventhough i knew he would be at sch now.Then i sat there and thought about a few things and Hash called me to talk.I talked to her and i fell asleep later in the night.

11 Dec

Today i was suppose to go to camp with my friends but then i was not feeling very well and my fever was on the brink of coming back i could really feel it.I also discovered i had flam as well.I was had already packed everything for camp and i was getting ready.I was telling Hugh about the camp and he said it was my wish if i wanted to go or not.I really couldnt make up my mind.Half my mind wanted to stay home and just rest while the other half wanted to go .It was onli a one night camp so how bad could it be right?.I went to take a shower and when i came back Hugh was upset because something had happened to someone very very dear to him.When i saw that i didnt want to leave his side at all.I stayed with him and talked to him.I just wanted to stay by his side and take care of him as long as i could but he had to go to sch so he left eventually.I really couldnt take my mind off him.I really hope shes ok.Take carexx Grandma.

12 Dec

I woke up early today cos i just wanted to be with Hugh.When i saw him online i was relieved and happy at the same time.He seemed alot better than last night to me atleast.We talked for awhile and i told him i had to go to this 4 life christmas party thing cos of my dad.He couldnt go so i was going in his place.I had called Ragu and Hash last night to ask them to come along with me and i know it was really last min but Hash made it through for me!! thankxx babe!! it means alot!!.After talking to Hugh and making sure he was ok i went off to meet Ragu and Hash.I was late as usual but i really didnt want to leave Hugh until i was sure he was ok.I and Hash were talking all the way while Ragu and Majinder were really quiet.When we reached there we were kinda lost but then we found our way around and got there.The place was really kind of unorganised to me and there was not alot of food.The place was in a mess and the food seem un appetising to me. so i onli took two peices of cake and ate it just for the sake of eating something.The cake was nice i hav to admit.I and Hash saw this balloon sculpture thing happening and we went to get balloons!! hahahxx.Hash got this blue rose and i got a heart with a Teddy bear!!!.Its was so cute!!.Teddy reminded of my big teddy bear! Hugh!! hahahahahxx.We got bored and then we saw this coffee making machine with not onli coffee.Ok i thing im confusing u lolxx!!.Hash n I took Milo,Ragu took Latte and Majinder took coffee but the two guys didnt put sugar!!!! I had to convince them to go back and put sugar!!! my god these ppl think they are really superman sheesh! My milo was so hot that hash had to do milo tareh for me hahahahahxx!! shes so cute!.After that we went to the top of the building and took pictures.We even saw a yellow plane on a track at Changi Airport!!! hahahaxx.We left there early and they accompanied me to Temasek Poly so i could return my books! Thankxx ppl! really appreciate it!! We were all dieing of thirst and all of us need water man!!.It was so freaking hot.We decided to walk to tamp mall cos i wanted to help Hash and Majinder save their bus fare.The thing is i forgot the path we were suppose to take so we eneded up walking for hours.We took a break at tp mac for awhile and bought coke.It was then that i noticed my soar throat coming back!!!! arr!!!!!irritating thing hahahaxx. After our long and walk and chat we made to Tamp mall finally!!!! I dnt think i was ever that happy to see tamp mall in my life!! hahahaxx!!.We went and walked around for abit thinking of a place to eat cos we were all tired and hungry.Finally we made our choice and went to Kopitiam.We sat there and i decided to treat all of them cos they came with me today.Ragu wanted to get Hokkien mee and i wanted to get either chicken rice or fried rice.I went with Hash to buy food first and we both decided to just get roasted chicken rice.Then it was Ragu and Majinders turn to get food and they both came back with roasted chicken rice as well!!! I was like wat the hell!!.We all ended up buying the same thing!!! Might as well i order 4 at one time right?!.We ate and Hash's dad called to ask where they were cos we told him the party would end at 5 and it was already 7.We finished up our food and left tamp and headed back to sengkang.Ragu went home first and i sent Hash and Majinder to the bus stop so they could take the bus back to serangoon.After that i got back home and took a shower.I was really very tired after such a long day that i just wanted to sleep! hahahxx.I prayed For Hugh's grandma and turned off the prayer lights then went to bed.I think it was half an hour later that i got a call asking if i was online.I crawled out of bed and turned on the com.All of us were commenting on the pics that were posted up on fb hahahxx.It was so much fun!.Then i really couldnt take it anymore that i told them i was going to bed and i did.end of such a long day!.

Hash,Me,Ragu,Majinder!!!

Me with my heart shape teddy!

Hash and Her blue rose!!

Hash's Milo Tareh!!

Birthday!

2009-09-17T06:29:00.000-07:00

Ellox all! Its my birthday today and being with the one i love and my close friends made me realise a whole lot of things about myself so i owe them a very big THANK YOU!!!!.My day started out great thankxx to Hugh.He always makes my day! hahahaxx.Well after that i got a Birthday surprise from two of my close primary school friends.I really did not expect them to do soemthing like that for me so it was really very sweet of them to get me the cap i wanted and a birthday cake! couldnt stop smiling when i saw the cap though.Thankxx guys!I really love it alot!=) One of things i realised today is 'Lifes what you make of it'.Being with the canadian kids made me realise that you can be a kid no matter how old you are.It is alot of fun when you let go of being an adult and be a kid.Like jumping into the pool to make a big splash just for the fun of it or finding out about things you don't know or never thought about exploring hahaxx.I feel like a kid today! weeeee~.Another awesomet thing is.... When i blew out my candles today i didnt make a wish and then i realised i had everything i wanted.The love of my life,my close friends, a job that pays and a freaking awesome family.There was nothing more i could ask for.I'm satisfied with what i have! This is the best day ever!hahahahahxx! This is For the love of my life:I love you Hugh and thankxx for being by my side through the bad and the worst,your the best bf a girl could ever ask for!!!!. Well its time for me to go~So... See ya dont wanna be ya!

Signing Off:
PrIya

2009-07-28T06:46:00.000-07:00

Ellox all!.Been awhile since i posted hahahaxx.Always like this!.A few months have passed since my life in poly began.I think the best lesson at the moment is maths because its the onli subject that i can do well in or atleast pass well in hahahahxx.The next would be FACOM.i know it sounds a lil wrong when u pronounce it but it isnt!.hahahxx.I still find myself looking forward to friday cos as usual CCA is the best!.I love IDG! ITS THE BEST!.Dancing and laughing and talking crap its wat we do best hahahaxx.Cant wait for friday to come again.Now about the other part of my life! HUGH hahahxx.We are going pretty well but its becoming harder for us to talk each day cos of the time zone and stuff.I sent him a gift for his B'day and he finally got it!! hahahahxx.He loves it!! so yay for me hahahahxx.I cant wait to c him soon!.I miss him loadxx hahahxx.Well tats all for now!tataxx all!

Signing Off,
Sammy~

2009-06-06T20:36:00.000-07:00

Some vids from the Indian dance camp!

2009-04-21T07:32:00.000-07:00

Hey all! Iknow!! late posting again!! hahahahaxx.

20th April!

First day of school!!!Could not really believe school is begining already!! hahahahxx.I'm still in holiday mood eventhough my mind has the usual morning alarm clock(waking up at 5.30 every morning during the holidays!! hahahaxx).The thing is i was so excited/nervous that i did not sleep the night before!! hahahahxx.I kept tossing and turning in bed that in the end at 6 i gave up and woke up!Took a shower and logged on! hahahahahxx.I know quite weird since people actually want to sleep and im awake already!!Class starts at 9 today!!.I recieved a text msg from my wonderful classmates about meeting up at the mushroom at 8.45 the night before!! You know whats the funni part?....I dont even know where the mushroom is!!!! hahahahxx.Thank god for me,my pri school friend whom is currently in tp was online at that moment!! I asked her about it and she laughed at me!! =)...No idea why i feel happy about people laughing at me though hahahahxx!Well i left home like around 7.45 but it still was not enough becos the bus stop was croweded with tp students and i could not get into the bus!!! I actually tot i was going to be really late on the first day!!! hahahahahxx but in the end i actually made it 5 mins after the designated time to meet up with my classmates!.Our awesome mentors were there as well!!.WE all went to class together!!Eventhough the lecture was boring it ended quite fast!! so thats the best part about it!The rest of the day actually went quite slowly but i was really happy that my new good friend was messaging me alll the way.He helped take the classroom boredom away!!So thankxx ya! hahahaxx.The canteen food sucks by the way!! hahahahxx.I ate cutlet rice and it was covered in soya sauce!! Aiyo cannot tahan sial!!.Miss cbss canteen!!.School ended at 4... Finally!! Bused my way home and wah la!!! End of my exciting first day of school!!

21st April!

Second day of school!! hahahahxx.Class starts at 10 today! but once again i woke up at 6 hahahahaxx.Came online again after a cold shower.It was raining in the morning so it made everything all comfy and cosy!! hahahahxx.Wrong timing actually!!If it had rained in the night instead,i think i would hav slept even better!! hahahahaxx!!.Never satisfied =/.hehexx.Oh well carrying on!! I did not receive any text msg from my classmates about meeting up so i went to school on my own.Surprisingly today the bus stop was quite empty so i got to school at like 9.30!!quite early for the late princess hahahahxx.When i got there i saw Enni!! My classmate!! I went over to her and we talked.After a few minutes i noticed that my other two classmates were infront!!.Im blind!! hahahahaxx!!Now i know why mummy calls me four eyes!! hahahahaxx.We sat for like 5 minutes then made our way back to the mushroom to meet our other classmates.So much for goin to school on my own hahahahxx. We met up again!!.I like it this way actually!! It shows the class unity!! hahahahxx.Well after that we had to walk to the end of the engineering block since the class was situated there!! Its far!!!.I'm still not used to my school being so big!!.Its like CBSS ate like over 1000 ham burgers and gained so much weight that it expanded!! hahahahahxx!! Wth am i saying!! hahahahxx Oh well.The day went slowly once more and once again my good friend helped take the boredom away!! hehehexx.Thankxx once again!!.Bought a few books and notes for my leassons today!!.It was after that i felt like i really was in school.My bag being so light isnt practical to me.I guess my close friends would understand that very well!! hahahahxx.Miss my besties loads!!.Today i ate western and as usual it sucked big time.I dont think im going to eat anymore hahahaxx.Could not wait for school to end again so that i could go home!! When the time finally came ...I chiong all the way home hahahahahxx!!

The End!!

2009-04-18T08:15:00.000-07:00

Ellox all!! I know I know I havent been updating again but heck that.Three days of Tp orientation is finally over.Had a blast!!.My classmates are awesome.Did not think all of them were goin to be so enthu but they were!! So yeah!!.hahahahaxx.On the first day we played a few games and learnt a few cheers.There was even a mass dance!!Awesome shit!! hahahahhaxx.It was funni and weird at first but then later u find urself growin to like it.The experience was great though.I wanted to join the dragon boat thingy but in the end the stupid meeting took so long that i backed out.I was not prepared to wait any longer.Could not wait to go home that day mann.So damn tired!!.Second day was alright but the thing i remember most is going to amk to c Maii!! Missed her loads hahahahxx.I guess the long hours we spent at out 'area' is now coming to an end since school is starting next week.I love Chocolate Oreo Ice Blended!!.Hahahahahxx.Will never forget the drink babe!!.Maii,Ais and Me love this drink so make sure to try it out when you get the chance.If it taste like crap dont blame us!! Not our fault hahahahxx.Will miss the milky bar moments and my besties loads!!.On the third day of my wonderful orientation we went to see the dragon boat competition.We were cheerin our hearts out for Engine!!.We got third twice and second once.Engine power!! hahahahxx.We didnt win best school but the fun is all that matters right now.Will miss our three mentors CHYE,WEN AND REB!!.They were really awesome and its because of them everything turned out great!!.WEEEEEEEEE HAH!!!.

Signning Off
*Sammy*

2009-03-02T18:42:00.000-08:00

28 Feb

I was suppose to work today with my friends but there were not enough flyers so in the end Me,Ais n Maii went out together.We met up at 2 plus at amk lib.Then Maii n Me updated Ais on the recent happenins of Maii's life hahahahaxx.She laughed at everythin dumb Maii had done and i couldnt help but join her too!! hahahahxx.After a few minutes or so later Raj msged Maii asking where she was n then called her,asking her to come to singapore flyover! when he meant singapore flyer!! damn gundu sial he!! Raj said he went there to fish and Ais remembered that He was goin fishin too.So to make our little outing and adventure we decided to go meet him at Singapore flyer.After much discussion we finally agreed to take a bus and head there.In the bus we kept talking and laughin.Last time Maii used to ask why Ais always listen to him but now she was listenin to wat Raj said everytime hahahahahxx.She asked us if this is wat they call retribution hahahahxx.N i said i guess so!! damn busted hahahahahxx.When we reach there we called him and that gundu pig didnt even kno how to direct us to that place! We had to ask a security guard for directions.We walked our way there and Maii kept begging Ais n Me not to pangsei her over there or to mention that Raj and her are Bf Gf hahahahhaxx.I was so tempted to do so at that point of time.When we reached there he asked us to come around back to where they were fishing and we went.After we saw the group we were all like shit so many ppl!!.That bloody gundu pig Raj just walk around after seeing us then finally after a few mintues he came to talk to Maii.We stood there in the drizzling rain looking at each others pathetic faces until Ais said lets go to the shelter nearby.I followed her in and Maii n Raj joined us.Raj tried to talk to me but when i didnt answer he talked to me in tamil hahahahxx.I wanted to burst out laughin down there when Maii asked wat he was saying n he said i talkin to her right y u so kepo.Damn busted sia he hahahahxx.Raj kept talking about his bro for me to talk back to him but i didnt and just kept quiet all the way.Finally he gave up and walked away then his brother joined us.He came to show Maii a prawn hahahahxx n Maii stupidly asked him to show it to me! When i glared at him he didnt do anythin and just walked off.hahahahahxx. At that point of time i felt so suang hahahahaxx.One glare and he backed off hahahahxx.A few minutes later Raj joined us under the shelter again n Ais signaled me to giv Raj and Maii some space.So we walked out from the shelter to giv the two some private moments together hahahahxx.Maii was cursing us for leavin her there but we kinda ignored that and took a walk.Ais n Me took some emo & scenery pictures while walking around.Maii then msged me asking us to go back to her.But we dragged and went back there slowly hahahahxx.While Ais n Me were heading back to the shelter Ais told me that Maii and Raj were touching each other so we quickly diverted to the railing hahahahxx.While we were laughing and talking over there Kathi(Raj bro) came to disturb me with a new prawn n it wasnt funni when he threw it over my head!!!!! I screamed chee bai before he left and he laughed.Wat if it had got stuck in my hair!! i would hav killed him!! Maii kept callin me to ask us to go back to the shelter and after awhile we did.Kathi had to hit me with the fishing rod again to ask if said chee bai just now so i scarstically replied 'no la i said Nahbehxx' hahahahahxx.The moment i said that all the people in the shelter turned to looked at me.Inside i was wondering why did i hav to say it so loud!! hahahahxx.I quickly diverted my attention to Maii only to find out why it seemed like they were touching each other from afar.Raj was trying to take out the fishing hook stuck in Maii's jacket hahahahahxx.After much tugging and shouting at Maii to shed some of her hp light at the hook, Raj got it out of her jacket BUT left two holes in it!!! hahahahahxx.I could c Maii was already boilin inside.We walked out of there without saying bye and went to burger king to eat.After that we trained back to our homes.

THE END

*Signning Off*
Sammy

2009-02-28T22:01:00.000-08:00

27 Feb

This was a hilarious day.I was suppose to meet Maii at Hougang int but then Raj wanted to meet her under his block n she did not tell me she was goin there.Once i reached Hougang int i called her and she said she was under his block n i was like WHAT?!!!!! hahahahahxx.Maii then asked me to come to his block so i took the bus and headed there asap.Once i got there i had no clue which block they were under so i just walked about looking around.When i walked under one block i saw a girl whom looked like Maii but i dismissed the thought.As i took a step forward i reconised the cap Raj wore the first time he met me hahahahaxx.I quickly moved backwards and looked at the girl carefully.Then it clicked that she was Maii.I hid there watching them for 10 mins and Maii did not even kno that i was standing there all the while till i smsed her.I accidently smsed her to look to her right when i actually meant my right which is suppose to be her left hahahahahxx.Mann im even confusin myself hahahahxx.She kept lookin around like a fool till i smsed the left.hahahahahxx.When she saw me finally i couldnt stop laughing hahahahaxx.I quickly ran back to my hiding place to laugh cos i didnt want Raj to kno i was there hahahaxx.About 10 mins or so later i heard Raj phone ring!! Thank god the ring volume of his phone is set to high till the whole block can hear he got a call.hahahahahxx.Its really stupid but at that point of time i was lucky that his ring volume was set to high because he has the habit of moving away from his location to attend the call!! n he was comin in my direction hahahaxx!! Maii called me to inform me but i was already hiding hahahahxx! I think if he saw me spying down there i can go jump down n die sia hahahahxx.I talk to Maii for a bit till he went back to talk to her. I stood there for awhile laughing and the taxi driver looked at me as if i was mad or something.My reputaion gone sia hahahaxx.He kept lookin at Maii and Raj then back at me.Later when i went back to the spot where i would be able to c Maii they were about to leave the area so i went to hide again cos i was scared Raj would be able to c me when they leave but when i went back they were gone!!! n i ddint kno where hahahahxx.Lucky Maii msg me the block so i went lookin for the block quickly.When i found them Raj saw me n i was like shit he saw!! but lucky Maii had already told him i was comin.Our plan was to act that Maii was goin out with two other guys n mie to make him forget about askin her to be his gf hahahxx So the moment i reached there i told Maii they were waitin for us at Hougang mall hahahahxx.We walked to the bus stop and Raj left without sayin bye hahahahxx.We couldnt stop laughing that he did not kno i was there all the while.We bused our way to Hougang mall and went to pasta mania to eat!I orded prawn agilo and it tasted freakin horrible!!! hahahahxx waste my money sehxx.Next time i should just order wat i hav ate before.Well back to the topic.I and Maii decided not to talk to Raj anymore since after the phone call the night before i was pissed off with him.After eatin we decided to slack at amk lib.Maii and her stupid brain wanted to prove to me that Raj actually liked me n not her.So she acted like me and used my phone to msg him.

The conversation!

Maii:hey raj!can i ask youu something?!have you lyke miee before?!be honest.ahahaa.lawls

Raj:yes i liked u laa.y suddenly tis ques?

Maii:ahahaa.then why youu nvr ask miee for stead bfore?! ahahaa!lawls.hehe(= kidding2.hehe.as fwen ekh?!ahahaa lawls.

Raj:nO laa lyk u as to bii my gal la y? i thought u att Or wad tats y i neva sOund u stead!nOw i dun.u wana gO steadwif mii anOt

Maii:kk,tats is all i wanna know.ahahaa.lawls.thanks2!then why youu ask maii number.hmmm.to make miee jealous?!ahahaa.lawls.

Raj:tO make u jelOus?

Maii:Isit?!may i know whyy youu ask maii number?!to see my rztion ekh?!ahahaa.lawls.imean to see wether i will gett jealous all.ahahaa.lawls.

Raj:y u wana get jelOus laa? wad i did tO make u jelOus tO make friend wif u la idiot

Maii:kkahahaa.lawls.thanks,yo! forr answerring the questions.hehe.(=

Raj:asshole la u maii...y u wana gO On wif mii arx?

Maii:What youu mean by tat?! mehmind2.ahahaa.lawls

Raj:wad is wls?

Maii:Ahahaa.what wit the wls?!kk,nehmind2.sorry2,to disturb(= ahahaa.

Raj:arx i seriously dunO wad u speakin la haha...aniway u reali lyk mii anOt?

Me!:Nothin la take carexx

Maii(using her phone not mine):Jia yo! Go putt route for priya! I help you adey.ahahaa.lawls.hmmm:D

Raj: put rOute fOr whO priya u k anOt siOw arx i n priya gOt nth wad wtf? chee bai wad u tryin tO dO?

Nnd the final message!

Raj: Oops paiseh damn sOri i thOught maii is the wan smsing shit ur bOth num is almOst the same shyt i neva save maii name tats y all cOck up al the while i was thinkin maii sms damn sOrii priya its a mix up?

Hahahahaxx.Let me explain.Our numbers are quite alike and Raj tot he was smsin Maii all this while instead of me until he asked his bro n his bro say that it is my number hahahahahxx.After that hilarious moment i and Maii went to hav a Milky bar moment at the fitness corner at her place hahahahxx.We talked about Raj and his brother and everything that was happenin hahahaxx.yada yada yada yada then i went home n the day finally ended.hahahahxx

*Signning Off*
Sammy

2009-02-21T07:05:00.000-08:00

18 Feb

I kno i havent blogged in a long time but nothing intresting happens so nothin to talk about hahahahaxx.Oh well on this day a few intresting things happen.I went out wit my friends to go and serch for job then my friend msg me saying he wan to meet one of my friends.So i told him if he wans to meet her he should just come down.IN the end he made us wait for him till like 5 plus.Tat also nvm but when he came he so shy that he was unable to talk.At that moment my temper was already rising bit by bit.So i walk away to cool myself down and to give them some space to talk.After about a few minutes they called me back and suggested that we should sit at mac.So i agreed and we all went to mac .I thought by then my friend would not be shy but he still was!!.So we nvr talk much and left mac at like six.I was plannin to slack with my friend at her block cos it was still early and i didnot say bye to him because i was already angry .He called me and asked why i nvr say bye so i went back and said byby.Its like so stupid when i think back.We quarrel down there and i pissed him off .Since i was in no mood to apologise or anything i just walked off goin back to my friends so we can head to her block.But then his bro came lookin for me n asked me why we fighting and he called us childish!!I am so not childish! hahahaxx.But thankxx to his bro we stopped fighting.I explained y i was angry wit him so he decided to remedy the situation by meeting my friend that he wanted to talk to all day.We sat outside banquet talking rubbish and somehow i got angry for a lil bit and pissed his brother off by keeping quiet!!.I really didnt kno u can piss someone off by keepindg quiet sia!Then we went serching for him and ended up in Mayflower park where the two small boys were messing with the trees and i didnt even know the park was haunted!!My friend told me after they had done all their nonsense.Rubbish right! Scare me like mad seh!I really had the shock of my life hahahahaxx.N All this while his brother was still mad at me and i was afraid to talk to him since he did not accept my apology.I walked with my friends talking rubbish wit them while following his brother who was up ahead.I really didnt kno how to calm him down since he didnt even want to look at me while i was talking to him.At that point of time i made up my mind not meet them ever again .I dont want to go through this rubbish ever again mann.In the end i nvr slack with my friend n followed them to hougang n the problem btw his brother and me still wasnt solved!!I down there damn stressed sia!! hahahaxx.Later at night when he called me n i heard wat happen i really got the shock of my life but he asked me to promised that i wont tell anyone so sry i hav to keep it a secret*sigh* he can still say it was thrilling dman nahbehxx sial he.Fite wit the two brothers on the same day!! how bad can my luck be mann =(.tats allfor that day.

21 Feb

Today i went to work with my frens.Flyer job which the pay is damn pathetic but no choice for money we hav to do it hahahahaxx.Its not so bad when ur doin it with all ur friends though cos u hav company with u.After work we went to causeway point to slack and talk about rubbish sial.And of all things we talk about gravatiy hahahahaxx.We are all living in space indirectly hahahahaxx.Nonsense sial we all.But one topic we always damn high sial!! U kno i kno can already sia no neeed advertise hahahaxx.We all decided to do a shirt for our 'gang' mini gang hahahaxx.We all very peaceful no trouble here mann hahaxx so dont come find us!!.It seems like everyday we talk rubbish and its always damn funni!Had a blast!!and all these moments are treasued hahahaxx.So sweet hahahaxx.Well tats all folks! take carexx n gd nitexx!

*Signing Off*
Sammy

2009-01-09T09:17:00.000-08:00

Ellox all.Yea i kno been a long time since i update.Reason: i am damn lazy these days and i didnt wanna think about a few things that have been goin on in my life plus i havent been feeling very well lately.Well i guess im ready to think about it now.I fought with Hugh and the fite is the worst of all fites.He talked about this girl which got me jealous but i mean which girl wouldnt be if her bf talked about some other girl to her.I liked it when he did that but at the same time i hated it.He got into details about her and about the promises he made to her and stuff.It seemed to me that it was all that mattered to him and that he loved her over me.I didnt think this because i was jealous,he really made it seem that way.I told him about and told him it was over btw us.We fought and he told me that i had no more chances with him.During the fite he said four things that i havent been able to forget till now.1)He thinks i dnt love him.2) If he wasnt with me he would try hard as hell to be with her.3)She doesnt like me.4)Go have sex with him for all i care.It really hurt me alot and i thought i would forget about it or itll disappear after a few days but it didnt.We got back together on the same night but i dont think everything is the same btw us.It hurts to know that your bf doesnt fite with her and everytime we fite he thinks about her.Some part of me still thinks he is better off with her but i just cant let him go.He syas he loves and i know that feeling cos i feel it too but sometimes i still fail to understand why he loves me when theres someone so perfect for him.I'm scared to lose him.Some how everytime we get together we fite and end up breaking up.This did not seem to happen when we were friends.Its weird in some way but i dnt mind goin through it with him.Now im going to get my results this coming monday and if my mom doesnt like my results i might not get to c him anymore.Sigh.I love him so much and i miss him loads...

Signning Off,
*Sammy*

2008-11-30T04:45:00.000-08:00

Hey all.The past few days has been really complicated for me,back at the chalet i could tell that my classmates had alot to say to one another but couldnt say it.We all had inner conflicts and i can tell being in one place altogether we had to compromise.I have to thank Adrian for helping me out with the cycle that night we rode to Changi village to eat.I could not ride the bike properly because of my headache and dizziness and later found out the bike had a gear problem.I am sorry to all those who thought i was a burden that night.All in all the chalet went well in my point of view and thank you Kal for all your hard work.Well the other part of my life doesnt seem to be going good.My mood has really been off and we had a big fight.I came to a point that i wanted to leave his life for good.I dnt know y this is happening to us or y im starting to giv up so easily after being with him for so long.We hav gotten a whole lot closer through this year and i realised that i've hurt him a whole lot on the way.I dnt think ill be able to forget what he said on the day we fought and he kept it on his headline.'' u turn me down and push me away just 4 me to keep coming back to u cause i want to b with u. i get hurt from the bad stuff but it cant hurt me enough to make me stop coming to u''.All this while i tried not to hurt him and i ended up hurting him with the things i said.Im thankful u stopped me before i left for good.I love u alot.Well tats all folks.

Signning Off
*Sammy*

2008-11-13T06:10:00.000-08:00

Today was a really awesome day.I feel that our class has become more united along our journey together for the past two years.I will really miss this class alot when we officially leave this school after getting our results.I hope that we leave CBSS as happy pink clouds!! instead of sad ones!!.I wish every1 the best for their results and the future.Now for wat happened earlier today!.I was suppose to meet Ais at 7.30 but i ended up being late as usual.I guess this habit of mine is not going to change anytime soon.So thank you Ais!!! for being so patient for the late princess of the year hahahahaxx!!.I think im qualified for the award hehexx.We were hoping to slack at mac before heading to school but unfortunately mac was closed so we had to head to school directly.I will really miss the times we spent together at chong boon mac since sec 1 till now.They were all wonderful and extremely funny considering the fact that we laugh at almost everything hahahahxx.Secondary school life is coming to end and i kno i will miss it all.After we reached school and every1 had arrived we headed off to labrador park.Our welcoming party was one we did not quite expect!!.It was small,hairy and with an extremely long tail.Cute and fluffy!! hahahahxx.It was a monkey.Aishah had a special token of a appreciation from it and i heard from her its painful.She got scratched.I kno i shouldnt be laughing but it looked hilarious.The way she actually ran from it hahahahxx.Today was a wet day so we needed to look for a shelter to place our things and get started.After we set everything up we had a scavenger hunt.Our class was really easy to identify with the hot pink class tees we were wearing.We all really enthusiastic about getting the first place!!fluffy pink clouds running all over the park hahahaxx!!.I really had alot of fun.We got second place instead of first place though but it was all good.We worked together and enjoyed each others presence for last time this year.Each of the class monitors made speeches on behalf of the class to teachers and in return the teachers did the same.It was touching and extremely funny at the same time.Here is the speech made by our class monitor Adrian!! but the direction of cam by me is horrible so keep your comments to urself ppl!! hahaxx

Adrian our class monitor!

N our cute and fluffy welcoming committee !!

2008-11-04T06:28:00.000-08:00

Hey all.Today really did not seem like my day in the morning.I fought with Hugh which really was for nothing.The whole day he was on my mind and i could not focos on things.I miss him so much and I hope i didnt offend him too much.Tmr is my Mt paper so i will not be able to see him online.This is the first time that we fought and the problem was not solved immediately and seriously i hate that feeling as if i really committed a huge mistake.I really am sorry Hugh,I hope you forgive me.I didnt kno y we ended up fighting or you thought i was mad with you.I love you.Later in the day i went out to meet my friends and it seemed like too long since we met up.They are still a bunch of jokers hahaxx.I had a great time with them looking for jobs.We sent in our job applications to work in Fairprice since our job serch through calling did not really go well.Then we went to eat at amk after hearing Maii long persuading speech .She had to repeat it so many times before we finally gav in!! hahahaxx.The food took so long to get to us!!The wait seemed endless(exageration) =P We stilll got it in the end though.It was yummy!! hahahahaxx.After eating we parted ways ='( and now im typing this.I still cant get him off my mind after all this then again he has nvr left my thoughts on any day =).Once again Im sorry Hugh!! Well byby now gd nite all.

2008-11-01T02:30:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since i posted and O lvl has already begun.The papers are ok so i think Ill be able to make it.Everything seems to being going so fast all of a sudden.At first it was just the first day of the year and now o lvls are going to be over.Oh well,I guess this is life.Im going to be looking for a job on tuesday with my friends and i hope i can find the job i want.I still cant believe im 17 though.It still feels like im just 14 or 15 years old.I broke up with Hugh and now we are just friends and nothing much is going on.We havent been talking much and we hardly hav time for each other.When im asleep he is on and when hes asleep im on.I miss him so much now a days.I hope hes doing ok.I got a offline message from him on msn today.He said he misses me too.I actually thought he would not even notice im gone but i guess he still does.He claims he loves me but I dnt kno anymore.I still love him but nowadays i keep having visions that im gonna lose him completely to some other girl and its scaring me.When i think about it makes me wanna cry.I no he wont do it but if he does then i dnt kno wat to do anymore.Right now i really dnt wanna care anymore.If he loves me and if we are meant to be well get back together if not its over.Well tats all for now byby.

Signning off
*Sammy*

Hugh

2008-09-23T00:26:00.000-07:00

Hey ...I guess my relationship is coming to an end too.I really dnt want to end it at all but it seems theres nothing more i can do .I rather have him happy then make him suffer with me.We dnt really have another alternative so we're stuck.He wants me to still talk to him after we break thats if it happens.I dnt really think i want to even though i know ill miss him alot.I love him.If we are going to be friends I dnt think I can just accept it and be that way.I will still think of him as my bf and all the times and special memories we hav together.I know i would still ask if he is fine and all but I dnt think i can actually have a conversation with him.I rather just stop talking to him and eventually forget about it.It'll take a while before i do though.I still hav something that belongs to him though so ill give it to him before it ends.If it ends.I still hav hope though just a little bit that we wont break up but I dnt think he can hold up any longer than he already is.Im really sry im making you go through this.well gtg now...tataxx

Signning Off,
*Sammy*

2008-09-18T06:43:00.000-07:00

Hey ya!!Today was a tiring day but fun all the same.All the sec 4s are feeling the pressure now that we are a month away from o's but to me it feels like its not exactly a month.My emaths teacher talked to me today and she said that I should think about dropping a maths even though she did not say it directly but i got the point.I am not thinking of dropping it though cause I think I can still make it cos i'm starting to practise both maths everday so I dnt think i'm taking e maths too lightly as I took it before.If possible I hope to get b3 for both maths but b3 for a maths really seems like a dream thats too far away.I will Jy though.After doing the ten year series(tys) I realised something.I dnt really have enough practise thats why exam questions seem like they are all new when actually these questions can be found in tb(textbook) and tys.I guess i will be loosing sleep from now on cause of o's.Dark circles here i come!hahahahahaxx!!.Well the other part of my life seems fine cause I havent seen him for 4 days which seems like forever.I really hope he is doing ok cos he is sick.I miss him loads and cant wait to talk to him on sunday!.Sometimes I really wonder if I really love him too much and one day it will all go wrong btw us.He told me once that you can love someone without a limit but you must always have control over it cause in a relationship you will get hurt if it goes wrong there isn't a relationship you wont feel a least bit hurt when you break up.I guess the best is to focus on what we have right now and listen to our hearts and brains.If u listen to ur heart too much u tend to forget reality and when you listen to ur brain too much it tends to create friction in the relationship so both have to be even.*Sighs*.So many things to think about but theres so little time.Well c ya! ByBy!!

Signning off,
*Sammy*

2008-09-16T07:21:00.000-07:00

Wow!I really have not posted for a long long time!!hahaxx!!.I did not remeber I had a blog till my friend reminded me today hahaxx!!.Its so funny..Oh well today is a day to remember.I got all my results today and guess wat i failed my important subjects but i passed the rest.I failed maths n amaths and i could not believe i screwed up my emaths that bad*sigh*.Now i hav to think if i want to keep with amaths or not.I really think i should stick with it though cos its no harm trying to do it right?.I gotta buck up in my studies right now and push myself to the max.I kno i can do it deep down.Well lets go to the other part of my life right now, Love!! hahaxx...Its really weird when we experience it i guess.I love my sweetie.Hearing about my friends life has got me thinking now if it is really gd to love somone so much cos when they disappoint u its really heartbreaking.I guess im quite lucky cos i have somone to love me right now and he does not treat me wrong.Oh well i gtg now.tataxx.

Signning off
*Sammy*

04/06/08

2008-06-03T23:23:00.000-07:00

Elloxx everi1!!.Mother tongue o level paper was two weeks ago.The paper went quite well and amazingly i could actually write the compo with idoms n phrases hahahahaxx.First time i hav felt gd after a mother tongue paper !! hahahahxx.I started playing audition a few weeks back and its a awesome game!!.I so miss dancing much more now!! hahahahaxx.I hope i get to join a dance group after O's and maybe join the Dhool 2009 competition hahahahxx!!.Well other than that lifes going ok and the rest of the o lvl papers are drawing nearer n nearer hahahahxx!!.A little bit scared but i kno ill make it!!.Well nothing more to say for now so tata!! byby!!

Signning off
*Sammy*

2008-05-10T09:26:00.000-07:00

Ellox every1!! hahahaxx i havent updated my blog in a long time!!.Didnt really hav anything much to say to u guys hahahaxx.Well i got something to talk about now.Firstly i hav a question! IS THIS A BREAK UP YEAR?!! cos seriously most of the stories i hav been hearing from my friends feature break ups hahahahaxx but eventually they patch it up! thank god or i will hav to see my friends emoing all day!! hahahaxx they really look hilarious when they cry!.I am not being mean or anything but if they r crying n u r crying along with them it doesnt help to make them feel better does it? I prefer laughing when they cry cos they end up laughing with me!.hahahaxx.I was reading my friends pms on WLM and i came across this one ' Why give ur heart to a boy? Just like a toy,u kno theyll break it' this seems like its true to most love cases hahahaxx.Oh well! My life is going gd but i miss my friends alot!! hahahaxx not those whom i c in school everidae my outside frenxx.I fought with one of my friends and we didnt talk for a week and now i hav to wait another week before i can talk to him cos his exams r starting n i gotta wait like he waited for me...*sobxx*.Well i gtg now till next time! but im not sure how long thatll be hahahaxx!!

*Signning off *
Sammy

06/04/2008

2008-04-06T02:43:00.000-07:00

Ellox.I kno i havent been updating my blog but i didnt really kno wat to blog about besides nothing intresting really happen in my life.The onli new things in my life is my phone n i made a few new friendx!!.They r really cool n funny people hahahaxx.I've been thinking alot about the future lately n its kinda scary when u think that the o'lvls actually decides ur fate.Sometimes u dnt really feel like studying at all n two days actually got wasted cos i fell sick on friday.*sighs* its weird that 7 papers can scare someone so much!!.Oh well life is going ok n i hav been having weird dreams lately but my friend says its all gd so i guess theres nothing really to wori about hahahaxx.Well gtg now.take carexx.byby

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Sammy

2008-03-08T03:47:00.000-08:00

Hey.sry i havent been updating my blog.Its just that isnt really anything intresting that is going on in my life atm.I havent been feeling very well lately so i havent really been online.The march holidays for a week start from the following monday and it doesnt seem like a holiday really since almost everyday i hav to go to school n tuesday is the onli day i get to stay home fortunately.Starting to get stressed and a tired of all the studying.Well i hav nothing much to say and for those reading ma blog Happy Holidays!.tata for now byby

1st fo march

2008-03-01T07:13:00.000-08:00

Ellowxx! I went to Pulau Ubin for my Atf today.Its a trip we take to Npcc camp site to do some high elements.I am really afraid of heights and i mean severe height phobia.Im happy i did everthing except flying fox cos i really couldnt muster the courage for it.I started crying even though it was just three drops of tears its still crying.It was extremely fun and tiring.I think i lost weight and gained muscles!haha.They are still abit squishy so i'll hav to work out more to make them really hard but considering the fact that it is me i dnt even think i'll work out except during pt in Np and Pe hahahaha.Well im extremely tired so im gonna nap for a while.tata for nowx!

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*Sammy*

29 feb

2008-03-01T05:45:00.000-08:00

Ellow!Yeserday was fun and tiring.School was as usual and we had a debate during mother tongue class.It was hilarious.The indian students were divided into two group and guess wat a retarded like me was the freaking judge n mc(not medical certificate horxx).It was so embarassing my tamil is like so atrocious and i had to speak it during the lesson and there was this insane monkey looking at me making laugh.Mal,Ais n I are the three insane monkeys cos we are all retards!!!.The debated was on fire!!!.When people on one team were talking their point and the other team member disagreed.He just stood up and shouted back and the whole was like rowdys in a market!!!hahahaha.Their usual phrase''one to one after school''hahahahaha!!! they should change it!!.Its becoming a cliche hahaha.After that we had comitt and there was this guy who had not done his work for the past two months and was being held back by the tamil teacher asking him to do his work during the comitt.He had detion and a few others did as well but im not sure exactly for wat.They were all arguing with the teacher saying they need to go for detention.I cant believe they like detention more then comitt!Id rather sit in a aircon class and do work then clean vandalised tables!!!hehe.After comitt I had NPCC.It started out gd and then i realised my uniform was confiscated!!!!!!.I was really pissed!.This mam n sir took our uniforms since we left it in the Np room for more than a week.In the first place the mam is the one who told us 'if we did not use the uniform we can leave it there'.We listened to her.At the end of the training we got pumped infront of our Sec one squad!.I did not mind that but i mind the fact that both the sir n mam say different thing.I nvr hear the sir talk about keeping uniform in the Np room.He still say he got say clearly that no one should leave their uniforms in Np room.Ok look at it this way even if i nvr hear wat the sir say who am i suppose to believe?.Mam say one thing Sir say one thing!.They dnt know meaning of 'dnt noe means dnt say' Izzit?!.Stupid buggers.This spoilt my mood but lucky the other two monkeys made me laugh.Overall Np training was fun.My squad was fun to to train and talk to! hehe.I wonder if my retardness is contagious?...hmmm...well byby for now!

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*Sammy*

28 feb

2008-02-28T02:51:00.000-08:00

Hiya! Im back with more things to say!.My day today went well and every subject teacher that are suppose to teach us came to school which is a gd thing since every minute is precious.My chemistry class had to split since the teacher couldnt control us and therefore couldnt teach us.I found this better since the class was more quite and it was a much better enviroment to study in since it was peaceful and quiet with onli occasional jokes unlike last time where my class would be joking about almost everything during the one period or two periods.We had comitt today which required us to stay back till four in school and the subject was chem.My chem teacher who was fine during my previous lesson had almost completely change.My class had not spilt for comitt so she had to bear with us.I asked her a question n she said i wasnt paying attention in class!f---!.=P.She sad that when we dnt ask question we are not intrested in studying and when we asks she shouts at us!this aint fair!!.I am happy my class annoyed her!hahaha!.Well tats all for now c u later!

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*Sammy*

27 feb

2008-02-27T05:55:00.000-08:00

Ellowxx!!I got back my Amaths test results!!!hahaha...I failed!!.I kno i seem rather happy about it but actually since there was onli one person who passed the test and she passed by 1 mark!hehe.So i dnt feel so bad about failing since i didnt fail badly considering the amount of questions i didnt do cos i couldnt think at that moment of time doing the test and during the last five minutes of the test my brain started working!!.I realised that im slow!really slow!!haha.Oh well theres a retest since this test was done badly n im determined to pased that test!!lol.Perserve one of my school core values!!!hehe.Well other than my school life everything seems to be going well even though theres hic cups along the way =).I thought about love and took Maii's advice into consideration.Its the onli right thing shes said in a while!hehe..jk.Well shes right about the part that it sux sumtimes and i realised everything about love is a risk.It depends on if ur willing to take it.Love can really affect sumone alot and even break the most toughest people.Two weeks ago i think we were asked to right about Wat Is Love?.I could not define it in my terms and i still cant.Wat exactly is Love?.Is It onli a feeling btw two people?. I just added more questions to list of questions i hav in my mind.If anyone has the answer tell me through my Cbox!.Thanks!.Im starting to get hungry for cookies!!!.My cookiemunsterish self is rising from the depths!haha!.Im coming cookies!!tata for now!.

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*Sammy*

25 feb

2008-02-25T00:13:00.000-08:00

Hi there.Today started off a lil gd even though i had a A maths test!.I got back my mt results and i got b3 for it.I improved =).The day continued quite well and Miss Cho didnt come to school cos she needed to attend a course outside.She gav us some work to do but none of the people did it instead we were all talking about relationships and stuff as well as dicussing about life after o levels with out relief teacher who is 19 years old.His pay is $65 per day!!!.Im so gonna become a relief teacher if i get the chance! hehe!.Well my frend was thinking if she should break up with her guy and all and she needed advice.Guess wat i did?...I asked the relief teacher and he gave her n me advice hahaha!!.We had no comitt today so we were able to leave school early and here i am typing this post to u.Just a few moments ago i was thinking bout relationships.I was wondering if all of this happiness is onli for a short time till it turns sour.Seeing my friends being affected by it im starting to wonder if love was really meant to be gd?...*Sighs*.Theres so many questions but theres not enough time to answer them...I gtg now so c ya.

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*Sammy*

Singapore Won the Bid!

2008-02-23T18:32:00.000-08:00

Hiya!.Im back to tell ya more but this event did not happen today though hehe.On Thursday 21 Feb 2008 I went with about 24 schoolmates to the Padang.We went there to coutdown for the results if Singapore will win the Bid in hosting THE FIRST EVER YOUTH OLYMPICS HELD IN 2010!!!!!.It was my first time going to the Padang and I got really Hyper!!!!.I went Insane!!!haha.I and my two friends were actually afraid to sit in the seats since it was more of a platform built for these kind of events instead of the stadium type seats so u could actually see the ground bellow through the gaps.We could feel our hearts pumping so fast even though the time for the results to be revealed was about 2 hours away!!.People were distributing CAKES!!!! out.haha sry I love cakes!!!!.First a box of coffee cake went by n i took a peice since you cant be waiting for the flavour you like and for those of you who know me well I HATE COFFEE!!!!.Then guess wat? Another box of cake went by!!!!! Inside it was PANDAN!!!!!One of my FAV!!!!.lol.I took a peice of cake from the box too!!! I must hav looked greedy! haha but u cant blame me though I was Hungry!!.My apologies to those who didnt get their peice of cakes!!hehe.There was still people there eating curly fries from Macdondalds and someone dropped a fry on the platform.Then DANIEL ONG came out to greet us!.After his greeting a series of latest songs boomed out through the speakers.We all stood up singing and dancing except for the school who was sitting infront of us!!!!They not even hyper for their own country!!!!STUPID PEOPLE!.We were jumping on the platform as all of us got Hyper and u kno wat I and my three friends among all this commotion still noticed where the curly fry dropped on the platform.After the song when every1 had settled down again we noticed the fry was missing!!!hahaha.OUR EXPLANATION IS THE FRY JUMPED TOGETHER WITH US FOR THE SONG AND MOVED TO MUCH THAT IT FELL THROUGH THE GAP!!!! haha!!.Then about after 30 mins there were performances by two chinese artises and Hardy Mirsa!!!Singapore Idol and Asian Idol!!!!.He sang two songs and it was soon the time for the results.We went live to the other country or to place they held the results thats wat the told us.Me and My friends got so hyper that we start shouting SINGAPORE! SINGAPORE!.A MIN LATER PEOPLE JOINED US!!!!hahaha!!!!THE WHOLE PADANG WAS SHOUTING SINGAPORE's NAME!!!.Instead of showing the results the people were talking about Moscow(Singapore was competing against this country).We were all like wah lao can stop talking and say the results! but then we remember gd sportmanship and kept our mouths shut.Before the results were realsed our hearts were pumping so fast and we were chanting Singapore's name again but when it neared the point when he was saying the sentence in which we would find out which country won the Padang fell silent as a grave.WHEN WE HEARD SINGAPORE'S NAME AND IT BEING SHOWN ON THE SCREEN WE ALL WENT MAD AND KEPT JUMPING UP AND DOWN!!!!.Sadly after a few minutes we had to leave the crazy people in the Padang and go back home since it was already about 7.45 in the night and we had sch the next day.BOO HOO!!! *SOBS*.Well tats all for my post now since i hav already talked so much! Tata for now! .

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*Sammy*

The New Year

2008-02-23T00:41:00.001-08:00

Hola every1!haha.I know a bit of spanish but dnt talk to me with it cos i meant a bit by onli a five words hehe.I kno I kno that i havent been here in a long time and its been five months.The new year has gone by and its already been two months and i havent posted anything up for u guys to read.IM SRY BOUT ALL THIS!!.ACCEPT MY APOLOGIES OK COS IF U DNT I WILL HAUNT U EVERY NIGHT haha.Jk.Im not dead yet so i dnt hav the power to that.Well now lets get back to my life.The New Year is great eventhough it started off with a few sad things and a lil bit of fear since this year is the year of my O'Lvls!!!!.I became a nerd this year just to do well for it but my friends say that i havent changed a bit since im still as retarded as ever haha.So many things hav happen n i got to know someone new and special to me.Im glad and thankful i met him since he is very supportive n listens to all my crap!lol.Im reviving my blog so there will be post coming up if anything intresting happens.More posts will be coming up after this commercial break!haha.2 much tv!.Well tata for now.

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*Sammy*

Archery Rox!

2007-10-18T07:23:00.000-07:00

Hey every1 i know its been long since i posted and im very sry about that.Today was really a great day.The school brought us out for archery and at first when i looked at the Bows i thought that this isnt going to be fun beacause it might be quite embarrassing if the arrow actually didnt hit the target at all and fell to the floor but i realised that u shouldnt really care wat happens and give it a shot.My class girls just sat there except for 7 girls whom particepated.Some of the girls in the 7 who participated onli participated for a short while so it gave me advantage to continue shooting from the beginning to the end =P of the whole session from 10 to 2pm in the afternoon.Well its not im being selfish or something, We asked them and they prefered to sit down and chat instead of participate so not my problem.Archery is EXTREMELY FUN!! if i hav the chance to take as an Co-curicular activity in school i would but my schools pathetic so no hope of that.Im thinking of taking up an Archery course soon but it depends on the fees.Im in Love with Archery!! hehehe.Well i participated in the competition and won so yay!!.I might be annoying you with all the Archery and stuff but if you wanna know or understand what im trying to express go try out Archery for yourself!.Catcha later~

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*Sammy*

another day(friday)

2007-10-12T05:32:00.000-07:00

Hey every1.Sry for not posting any entries for the past few days.I havent been myself lately and it seems that theres alot on my mind.Well we got back the results for our tests this week and i past everything except my a maths which i expected before the exam period started.We can relax now but onli a little though as we hav to started doing work soon to prepare for the o'levels next year.Im a little afraid of O'levels as when i see my friends suffering now it seems really scary but i know i'll make it.Honestly i cant wait for my post exam activities especially the beginers archery course as it seems very intresting and cool.I FINALLY GET TO TOUCH A BOW AND ARROWS!!.Sry bout that its just exciting.Anyway i finished watching smiling pasta and its really an awesome show for people who really know how love feels like.If anyone wants to watch it you can go to you tube and search smiling pasta 1 and you will get the epsiode read the description to find out which is subbed in english.By by for now!

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*Sammy*

Another day(sat)

2007-10-06T09:25:00.001-07:00

Hey im back.My day today was good eventhough i was thinking alot about things and relationships.I watched a few episodes of smiling pasta and one part of the show made me cry it was touching and it showed that love can be found in the most weird and odd ways.Smiling does help even when everything around us doesnt seem right as we really dnt need a reason to smile.It gives us confidence in the most hopeless situations this is what i learned from this show.I havent finished watching this series yet but i can tell that the ending of this show will be awesome.I went out with my family after watching the episodes but the odd thing was we went so far to eat food that can be found in the foodcourt near my house.Its kinda of dumb and my mom and I were complaining all the way but it was fun and funny as we were cracking jokes.Well im tired right now so catcha guys later.

Signing off:
*Sammy*

Another day(friday)

2007-10-05T20:36:00.001-07:00

Ellow every1.My day today started off sucky cos of the Amaths exam but after that i think it went quite well.I went to Lance's house to record our singing and to c how bad we were but before that we were watching the movie Ratatouille.Its really a great and hilarious movie and i recommend people to watch it.After watching the movie we watched a episode of the taiwan drama X-Family.This show is quite dumb if u look at it but the show really gets its plus point becos of the characters acting dumb.X-Family is really a funny show and the people acting can really birng out the characters very well.Then finally after this we recorded some songs we sang.I do not how it turned out cos when i left Lance's house at 5.30 we had not yet even played the recordings to hear wat we sounded like cos we were too busy composing a song of our own and think of tunes to go along with it.Once i reached home i was dead tired but i got on the com to watch X-family with subtittles at veoh which is onli up to three episodes cause im not chinese and i dnt understand mandarin very well.I got bored after watching the episodes cos i had nothing to do so i went to serch for other Drama series and i came across this show called Smilling Pasta.My friend Kalyisah used to talk about this show quite alot in school so i decided to watched it and Its really a Great show!.Well i'll tell you about the show in the next post cos im tired right now so tata till next time.

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*Sammy*

Another Day

2007-10-04T07:43:00.000-07:00

Ellow im back to tell you more.Todays exams really turned out way better than i expected.I really thought physics was going to suck but it didnt!.I was able to do the question but there was one question which i forgot how to solve eventhough i went through a similar question the night before but other then that the paper was great.POA was better then physics considering the fact that i onli studied 30 mins for the paper the night before the exam and 30 mins right before the exam.Well i really hope i do well for both these papers cos im aiming to get b3 for all the papers except A maths which i just hope to pass(c5).Guess wat ? A maths paper 1 is tmr and i hav no mood to study for it since i know im not going to do well but im gonna force myself to study any way...maybe half now later after finishing this.The best part of today is talking with someone i missed so much and didnt get to c for the past week or so.Today was really an awesome day! but right now i hav to go n ruin my night by studying A maths so tata*waves*

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*Sammy*

My day

2007-10-03T06:36:00.000-07:00

Hey there im back.Final exams are going on and todays test was chemistry.It went quite well but im not so sure how well i will score for this test since there were a few question where i went blank.Oh well its over and there is no point in worrying about it so i hav to look forward to the next day but unfortunately wat awaits me for the next day is another test to be exact that would be two test.Physics and POA paper1.After studying Physics for two to three hours today it seems like there is nothing in my brain but right now i feel tired after studying my physics and i feel like sleeping eventhough i cant since i hav to study for POA.Since i cant sleep so i decided to take break and watch the 9.00 chinese show in channel 8.I love this story ,it really shows how much the police do to keep the country safe as well as the feelings of the victims and the police squad.It starting again so i gtg by by for now!.

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*Sammy*

The Beginning...

2007-10-02T02:24:00.000-07:00

Ellow every1! Welcome to my blog.I am PrIya AKA Sammy.The begining of this blog is to tell
the mysteries in my life.I started learning Drumming a few months ago and am secretly in Band known as TOXIC BLACK.Most of you would not hav heard of it as it has just been formed.I like drums as it is base of every music and it gives the beat.Being a dancer myself the beat and rythm of a song is very important to me.As said in the previous sentence i like to dance and create steps for a song myself but currently i have stopped dancing as my group hav seperated.I am into sports and my favourite sport is swimming.I like to try out various types of sports when i get the chance too.Meeting people and making friends is something i like to do but if the person is all weird and stuff you cant blame if i run away.I am childish and retarded at times as well as love to fool around so i can make some people laugh at times.Well tats all about me for now.If you wanna know more about of life stay tunned for posts coming up everyday.C ya!

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*Sammy*